Monday, February 22, 2010

Aftermaths

been waiting for a chance to do this... finally i'm starting a blog. well... i'v started one in the past... but i even forgot the password so.... nvm lol. cny week just passed n this is the week to be serious in my studies... but i felt something missing after this cny. a piece of myself is missing...

i realised that i had more fun than usual cny this year. however.... it just doesnt seem right. 心情有一点怪怪,可是说不出来到底为什么...

i used to observe people that stand out from the others. i wanna stand out just the same. but the more i observe, the more i understand that they are actually very lonely people. not many people can understand them, not many can accept them, just because they are special. they dare to stand out. they dare to be different. but most of all they are ready to pay the price. be ready to expect that nobody is able to understand them, even the one closest to them.

i wanna be different. i dun wanna b a yes man. i wanna tell the world : U CANT ASK ME TO DO WHATEVER U WANT! NOBODY CAN!